Somehow, posting to Facebook and letting everyone know this is happening somehow makes it more real. I am really looking to see if I have cancer again, and possibly a different type. That is happening, for real, right now. To me.
I can't believe it's actually happening. I am living it every day, but suddenly it feels... surreal. I can't believe it's happening.
In preparation for the biopsy I can't have any Tylenol, Naproxen or Ibuprofen. It sucks because my neck is aching and I'd love to take a little something. Randy pointed out it probably feels like this because I know I can't have anything. I'm sure he's right. Still.